“How odd,” I think to myself aloud.
The titles are all blurred as if they weren’t meant to be seen yet.
Some books are sprawled out and I am furiously taking notes.
Maybe an author is what I will become after all. A dream not so lost….
.Lily
Saturday, January 27, 2018
Dream Journal
I appear to be writing at a desk, surrounded by piles of books. The desk is rather large and made of a deep cherry wood. The sunlight comes in at an angle, reflecting off the pages at my fingertips. Peeking thru the curtains, I can feel the the warmth. I exhale deeply.
“How odd,” I think to myself aloud.
The titles are all blurred as if they weren’t meant to be seen yet.
Some books are sprawled out and I am furiously taking notes.
Maybe an author is what I will become after all. A dream not so lost….
.Lily
“How odd,” I think to myself aloud.
The titles are all blurred as if they weren’t meant to be seen yet.
Some books are sprawled out and I am furiously taking notes.
Maybe an author is what I will become after all. A dream not so lost….
.Lily
Saturday, January 20, 2018
Carefree Days of the Past
I’ve begun to wonder once again how people, in general, are supposed to cope with such a thing as cancer.
I have had to struggle with what seems like uncontrollable emotions. Maintaining my classes and my job at the library has been overwhelming, to say the least. This isn’t like me at all… at least not who I used to be, before all of this.
I see others walking the campus grounds, free of problems while laughing and smiling. I remember what that felt like. I want it back! Those days of the past. Carefree and filled with fantasies from my mind.
I feel as if I am failing somehow. A fracture within my mind may be inevitable. Or is this just another distraction to make me think I will somehow fail?
.Lily
I have had to struggle with what seems like uncontrollable emotions. Maintaining my classes and my job at the library has been overwhelming, to say the least. This isn’t like me at all… at least not who I used to be, before all of this.
I see others walking the campus grounds, free of problems while laughing and smiling. I remember what that felt like. I want it back! Those days of the past. Carefree and filled with fantasies from my mind.
I feel as if I am failing somehow. A fracture within my mind may be inevitable. Or is this just another distraction to make me think I will somehow fail?
.Lily
Saturday, January 13, 2018
Rollercoaster
A phone call from my Dad and my emotions plummet back into darkness.
My Mom’s blood counts have dropped again!!
He says it could be just temporary. Possibly leveling off but not where the doctor would like them to be. This isn’t supposed to be happening!!! She looked so much better just a few short weeks ago!
I was just starting to think it was time to go ahead and publish my ebook.
Maybe now is not the time….
.Lily
My Mom’s blood counts have dropped again!!
He says it could be just temporary. Possibly leveling off but not where the doctor would like them to be. This isn’t supposed to be happening!!! She looked so much better just a few short weeks ago!
I was just starting to think it was time to go ahead and publish my ebook.
Maybe now is not the time….
.Lily
Saturday, January 6, 2018
A New Year
Being home with my family over Christmas break has been wonderful.
I felt as if I were a young child again. Happy, content, and secure.
I can’t wait to get back to class and get my head back into the game.
A sports analogy, if you would… funny.
I have let things in my mind distract me from my goals, but no longer.
It’s a New Year!
To a fresh start and new beginnings.
.Lily
I felt as if I were a young child again. Happy, content, and secure.
I can’t wait to get back to class and get my head back into the game.
A sports analogy, if you would… funny.
I have let things in my mind distract me from my goals, but no longer.
It’s a New Year!
To a fresh start and new beginnings.
.Lily
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